It started off innocently enough... But it didn't take long for me to go on and on about stupid stuff xD Sorry =P
I'm 18. I don't have any idea what I'm going to do after school. I have problems doing any work outside of school. I have life way to easy, yet I continue to complain. I whine about problems that are inconsequential. My amateur photography has come to a rough halt as it seems I've temporarily lost appreciation in the simple things that used to prompt me to take photos. I enjoy some things much more than I ever have before. I find I'm able to emotionally immerse myself in my books, making me love them so much more. I have my ups and downs of which I apologise to anyone who has had to experience me when I'm difficult. I'm not particulary impressed with my appearance, but I'm also not upset about it. I am who I am (physically, emotionally, and mentally) because that is who I've chosen to be. Every decison I've made has affected me. Every thought I have is influenced by my experiences. Every experience I've gone through is a result of the decisions I have made. Almost every physical aspect of me has been forged by the way I have chosen to live my life. Although I may have doubts and fears, I would not have chosen to live it any differently as I did exactly what I wanted to do and will continue to do so. Sometimes I just can't help thinking pessimistically, but I still try to at least note the possibility of other outcomes. I have self esteem issues and at times I feel like I don't deserve any of what I have. I'm not very creative. I would love to learn to play the piano and might be starting lessons sometime soon after I find someone to teach me. I'm pretty damn socially awkward. I'm lucky in the sense that it's easier for me to understand some things than it is for some people. At times I don't see the point in anything. Other times I choose to just ignore that and live life because it's there for us to choose what we want to do to give us a sense of fulfillment. Obviously those thoughts are greatly influenced by the mood I'm in and aren't really the only way I think of things. Based on my mood and thoughts, they can change slightly (by a single word) or greatly (being on a completely unrelated train of thought). I try to show some sort of understanding or an attempt to understand most things, whether or not I disagree with them. I care about someone I'm not even really sure whether they want to even know me. I'm very unsure of myself. I seem to rarely understand (or think about) why I do things when I do them and when I think about it sometime later I can never decide on a reason. All I do is present possibilities to myself. Essentially, I sometimes even doubt my own motives, or, what I think my motives are. I can't help thinking that I may have really had other reasons to actually do things. I can't even pretend to believe that I understand how my mind works and where my train of thought might go. I can be very unorganised. I seem to like being vague. I implore you to understand that all of this was pretty much done unedited. Just about all of this is subject to constant change based on how I'm feeling. It may seem like such a mess, but if you can understand it all, it's probably one of the many reasons I like knowing you. Also, just taking the time to read it gives you a few extra points in my books.
I might take notes of extra things I think of and do a new one of these from scratch in a few months.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I'll Take Brand New Video Game Information > Sleep ANYTIME =D
(Just a quick warning, this one is quite long, but it should make up for the long wait ;P)
Well that was pretty interesting... I was going to get a few hours of sleep before school, but got distracted by a live stream video of Microsoft's opening show (or whatever you'd call it) at E3 and decided that I'd make a blog about it.
For anyone who doesn't already know, E3 is the Electronic Entertainment Expo, which is an annual show that is pretty much the biggest expo around for video games. It's where many video game developers showcase their upcoming games and hardware for the current year and sometimes larger projects coming the next year.
I didn't see it all from the start, but I'm pretty sure I didn't miss out on too much and I got to see alot of kool things... So here they are! =D
First was a trailer of the new installment for the Metal Gear series, Metal Gear Solid: Uprising.
The main character is Raiden (protagonist & player character of MGS2: Sons of Liberty), appearing in a new cyborg exoskeleton.
In the trailer, Raiden is shown dicing some enemies up, including a few in slow motion where it appears that you get to choose exactly how you cut them (I hope I won't be the only one yelling "Off with his head!" a few times while playing this ;P). You also see the ability to cut "anything", one demonstration of which was cutting the supports of an overhang and having it crash down on your enemies, the other demonstration was also using the ability to choose how you cut things, to neatly slice up a watermelon.
Second was a live four player co-op demo of Gears of War 3. The short demo featured the new playable female characters for the four player co-op (was only two player co-op in the last two games), new COG characters, new weapons, & Lambent enemy types, including the Lambent Berserker. Although this game is only set to come out april next year, the graphics and gameplay in the form of a blood & gore fest shown in the demo looked amazing.
Third was a brand new trailer for Fable 3. There wasn't all that many new things shown, but the trailer featured some exciting gameplay that would make anyone who liked either of the previous games impatient for the release of this one on October 26th.
Fourth was some gameplay from Halo: Reach's single player. This showed some of the features which have been quite well spread via the online multiplayer beta of the game, and it also included a short first look at the space fighting and hints of a possible multiplayer dogfight game mode (like some of my friends would know well from Warhawk... except this is in space! xD).
Fifth was the Kinect for Xbox 360(Just think PlayStation Eye).
Kinect will enable people to access many parts of their 360 without a controller through the use of their voice and/or body movements. The capabilities of the Kinect start right from signing in, just wave your hand and the Kinect will automatically recognise you and sign in to your avatar (Not from first time use of course, don't be foolish -_-), from there you can use your hands or voice to enter your movies, music, video chat, or games.
They showed many games (including demos) that will be specifically for the Kinect, including a fitness game, Kinect Adventure, Kinectimals (where you can pet the cute little animals!!!), and Dance Central (which actually doesn't look too bad due to how easily the Kinect seemed to pick up all their movement, however I don't think I'd play this at all... unless it was in the privacy of my house... alone... naked... >.>).
Also this is due to be out November 4th with 15 launch titles (as in games) =P
Last was the announcement of the new Xbox 360 which is being shipped today and should be in stores quite soon! The new design is slimmer (looked to be roughly 3/4 as tall when standing up), and the new hardware comes with a 250gb hard drive (with a little "hidden" compartment where it can easily be removed... and replaced with a much larger hard drive ;P) and an inbuilt Wi-Fi support.
It was also announce that the price of the new Xbox 360 should be the same as Elite's currently are, and the prices of the Xbox 360 - Arcade & Elite should both be dropped.
Somewhere in there, there was also a very short live-action trailer depicting a new Xbox only game from the German developer Crytek (best known for developing Far Cry & Crysis) called Codename Kingdoms. The trailer featured gladiators, but there weren't many other details that were made apparent.
Although it's only very early in and they're not sure whether it's even going to be first or third person game, this is quite possibly an attempt to "counter" Sony's God of War series.
I did try to throw in some of my usual random comments in there, but I'm still sorry for anyone who isn't really interested in games. This is my blog and this is something that I found really interesting and wished to talk about, so you'll just have to hope it's not so game orientated next time =P (although E3 has only just started and that was only the beginning of Microsoft's part...) ^,^ I don't have a very interesting life anyways =/
Well that was pretty interesting... I was going to get a few hours of sleep before school, but got distracted by a live stream video of Microsoft's opening show (or whatever you'd call it) at E3 and decided that I'd make a blog about it.
For anyone who doesn't already know, E3 is the Electronic Entertainment Expo, which is an annual show that is pretty much the biggest expo around for video games. It's where many video game developers showcase their upcoming games and hardware for the current year and sometimes larger projects coming the next year.
I didn't see it all from the start, but I'm pretty sure I didn't miss out on too much and I got to see alot of kool things... So here they are! =D
First was a trailer of the new installment for the Metal Gear series, Metal Gear Solid: Uprising.
The main character is Raiden (protagonist & player character of MGS2: Sons of Liberty), appearing in a new cyborg exoskeleton.
In the trailer, Raiden is shown dicing some enemies up, including a few in slow motion where it appears that you get to choose exactly how you cut them (I hope I won't be the only one yelling "Off with his head!" a few times while playing this ;P). You also see the ability to cut "anything", one demonstration of which was cutting the supports of an overhang and having it crash down on your enemies, the other demonstration was also using the ability to choose how you cut things, to neatly slice up a watermelon.
Second was a live four player co-op demo of Gears of War 3. The short demo featured the new playable female characters for the four player co-op (was only two player co-op in the last two games), new COG characters, new weapons, & Lambent enemy types, including the Lambent Berserker. Although this game is only set to come out april next year, the graphics and gameplay in the form of a blood & gore fest shown in the demo looked amazing.
Third was a brand new trailer for Fable 3. There wasn't all that many new things shown, but the trailer featured some exciting gameplay that would make anyone who liked either of the previous games impatient for the release of this one on October 26th.
Fourth was some gameplay from Halo: Reach's single player. This showed some of the features which have been quite well spread via the online multiplayer beta of the game, and it also included a short first look at the space fighting and hints of a possible multiplayer dogfight game mode (like some of my friends would know well from Warhawk... except this is in space! xD).
Fifth was the Kinect for Xbox 360(Just think PlayStation Eye).
Kinect will enable people to access many parts of their 360 without a controller through the use of their voice and/or body movements. The capabilities of the Kinect start right from signing in, just wave your hand and the Kinect will automatically recognise you and sign in to your avatar (Not from first time use of course, don't be foolish -_-), from there you can use your hands or voice to enter your movies, music, video chat, or games.
They showed many games (including demos) that will be specifically for the Kinect, including a fitness game, Kinect Adventure, Kinectimals (where you can pet the cute little animals!!!), and Dance Central (which actually doesn't look too bad due to how easily the Kinect seemed to pick up all their movement, however I don't think I'd play this at all... unless it was in the privacy of my house... alone... naked... >.>).
Also this is due to be out November 4th with 15 launch titles (as in games) =P
Last was the announcement of the new Xbox 360 which is being shipped today and should be in stores quite soon! The new design is slimmer (looked to be roughly 3/4 as tall when standing up), and the new hardware comes with a 250gb hard drive (with a little "hidden" compartment where it can easily be removed... and replaced with a much larger hard drive ;P) and an inbuilt Wi-Fi support.
It was also announce that the price of the new Xbox 360 should be the same as Elite's currently are, and the prices of the Xbox 360 - Arcade & Elite should both be dropped.
Somewhere in there, there was also a very short live-action trailer depicting a new Xbox only game from the German developer Crytek (best known for developing Far Cry & Crysis) called Codename Kingdoms. The trailer featured gladiators, but there weren't many other details that were made apparent.
Although it's only very early in and they're not sure whether it's even going to be first or third person game, this is quite possibly an attempt to "counter" Sony's God of War series.
I did try to throw in some of my usual random comments in there, but I'm still sorry for anyone who isn't really interested in games. This is my blog and this is something that I found really interesting and wished to talk about, so you'll just have to hope it's not so game orientated next time =P (although E3 has only just started and that was only the beginning of Microsoft's part...) ^,^ I don't have a very interesting life anyways =/
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
No Internet? That's My Nightmare
31/5/10
Well my internet is currently down, which is pretty sucky... I'm just typing this into wordpad so my future self can post it for all you wonderful people to read =P
Earlier today the internet just stopped, the phone wasn't working or anything. So I decided to go to my brothers place early to have dinner and wait a few hours until 9:30, when we went to see Nightmare on Elm Street. I haven't seen any of the classic ones (only a couple of tiny bits), so I can't give a comparison between the classic and the remake, but I can give my impression of the remake.
The movie is filled with tense moments in which the creepy music, dark areas and flickering lights get your heart beating faster before you even get a glimpse of the movies antagonist. The appearances of Freddie as he constantly seems to come out of no where are usually accompanied by sudden loud tones/noises to startle you even if you guessed what was coming.
There're distinct shots throughout the movie that show the distorting of time/space which usually represent the characters entering into the dreamworld that is Freddies. Though there are times where these changes are quite subtle, leaving you wondering whether freddie's just about to pop out or not.
Personally I think that you should go watch it for yourself. Although I didn't pay (thanks bro ^,^), I guess I can at least say that it was well worth the time =P
1/6/10
Apparently we can either have the internet or the phone working, the connection is faulty or something, so dad's going to buy a new one sometime (I hope that time is soon) =(
Last night I did get a bit paranoid as I walked down the hall with none of the lights on, but I didn't have much trouble going to sleep and I actually had a nice dream... Which is quite unusual without having watched a "scary" movie xD
Well my internet is currently down, which is pretty sucky... I'm just typing this into wordpad so my future self can post it for all you wonderful people to read =P
Earlier today the internet just stopped, the phone wasn't working or anything. So I decided to go to my brothers place early to have dinner and wait a few hours until 9:30, when we went to see Nightmare on Elm Street. I haven't seen any of the classic ones (only a couple of tiny bits), so I can't give a comparison between the classic and the remake, but I can give my impression of the remake.
The movie is filled with tense moments in which the creepy music, dark areas and flickering lights get your heart beating faster before you even get a glimpse of the movies antagonist. The appearances of Freddie as he constantly seems to come out of no where are usually accompanied by sudden loud tones/noises to startle you even if you guessed what was coming.
There're distinct shots throughout the movie that show the distorting of time/space which usually represent the characters entering into the dreamworld that is Freddies. Though there are times where these changes are quite subtle, leaving you wondering whether freddie's just about to pop out or not.
Personally I think that you should go watch it for yourself. Although I didn't pay (thanks bro ^,^), I guess I can at least say that it was well worth the time =P
1/6/10
Apparently we can either have the internet or the phone working, the connection is faulty or something, so dad's going to buy a new one sometime (I hope that time is soon) =(
Last night I did get a bit paranoid as I walked down the hall with none of the lights on, but I didn't have much trouble going to sleep and I actually had a nice dream... Which is quite unusual without having watched a "scary" movie xD
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